Monday, August 31, 2009

Sei j holud pakhi....

kolkatar rastae aajkal pujo pujo rodta othe onek derite.....mohaloya elei bujhi eii pujo ese gelo tobe.mon chole jae bohudur e bhai bon dada didi r kachhe....pujo bishesato mohaloya manei amar smritite didi...ekannyoborti poribarer baro meye....jethtuto bhabte onek samoy legechhilo....khub mone achhe mohaloya r bhor manei ektip vicks r ekchimte joan raat 3 te theke amar boraddyo chhilo....karon didi ichhe, khanikta julumo, thik 3te 55 e uthtei hobe...bas...r jai kothae...kakbhorer o age chokher pathae r chokher tolae vicks er jhanjhalo jalar sangei jiv e joaner jhal....biren bhodrer stotro shonar jonnyo ami ready.....r sei bhor perie bela egolei packet theke notun jamagulo barbar dekha....kichhu jama abar obikol ek amader dujoner....dorjir fite nie bari ese map die banano jamae konta sosti,konta soptomi thik korte rojii golmal hoe jeto....kintu mohaloya ese gele osab r bhaba na...bikel holei chhutichhuti mejaj e jethyar sange amar r didi r leela cinema e movie dekhte jaoa...jethyar oituku proshroy na pele haeto adorer smriti ta ektu fike hoeii jeto...erpor lipstick kine deoa...sab abdarer oi thanda mathar lokti chollo amar r didi r hat dhore barir dike.....eriimodhye meyeputul chhele putul nie tumul jhagra kimba dui ghore dorjae kulup ente bose thaka, r majhe majhe dorja khule dujoner putul songsarer nischit bhag jene bibahobichheder dukhi putul r tar songsarer jinis gune gethe bujhe nite hoto....oi dorja khullei bujhtam amar bhager jinis elo amar dorjar tolae r oi dorja bandho holei segulo kurie oi dorjae ferot debar pala....eii cholto rojdin...kintu jhagra adalot obdhi jaeni ...porerdin putul meye abar shoshurbari chole gechhe soddyobhab haoa didir aposer buro angul e angul lagie ''bhab'' bole matha nartei.....pujo asto amader baranda jure...chhad jure....r parajure....r saptomi kimba astomite mamabari asar samoy gola jorie....

amar didi....prae danakata porir moto sundor...majhe majhe chhotobelae cheii dekhtam shudhu...or sei putuler luchi bela kimba baroma ba maer shari pore amar opor didimonigiri folano...school e gie amar swaghosito obhibhabok...V V Giri mara gele hotath chhutir moja peye amae chokh rangani..''khabordar bari gie keno chhuti jigges korle kono kotha bolbi na...ja bolar amii bolbo....'' r sei moto bari astei didi kichhu na jigges kortei chitkar kore bole fello'' jano aaj birbahu mara gechhe bole amader chhuti''...age bolar utsahe puro naam bemalum bhule jaoa...amar didir lukie rakha lipstick guloe chhilo amar jato lobh....emni korei didi baro class theke ro baro r ami chhoto theke majhari class perolam...mohaloyar joan vicks system bodlalo ektu ektu kore.....

ekdin didi baroiii hoe gelo....ekta chheler sange lukie dekha....dibbi khe chup kore didi ja bole shune nitam.....kulin bramhon poribare tobu eii nichu jater prem dhaka roilo na....jene na bolar obijog e dosi ami ma r kakimar bokuni khe didi r sab lukono barobela faans kore dilam....ajo khoma chaini or kachhe r ekhon o r esab chaibar sujog dae na....erporii kulin bramhon poribarer tibro daebaddhyota mene nacchorbanda bie hoe gelo didir...first division e pass kora didi r sei chhottobelar didimoni saja swapno ta sotti holo na....rongin benaroshite ki sundor lagchhilo sedin amar didi k ....jamai dekhte hurohuri...shankh r sanai er medur sondhyae didi chole gelo....ektibaro haslo na....kandlou na....pichhone chhure die mutho chaale or ki ki rin sodh holo janina ami onek pore bujhlam amar rin ta baddo bere gechhilo sediniii...

amar didi....lipstick lagate sabche bhalobasto....r konodin kono lipstick se lagaeni jatne...ami jani...didi....ekdino tobu bhullo na chhottobelar sei prothom prem....tai bramhonottyo banchlo bote banchlo na amar sei didi....kromosho palte gelo didi...chupchap...ro chupchap tarpor unmad....ajo bhabi konodino ki r ekti bar chinte parbe didi amake....??khub ichhe kore asylum er dorja perie or haatduto dhori....katodin kajer r baro hobar doure swarthopor chut marte marte or kachhei jaeni,....shunechhi o chenchhachhe...kakhono kichhui bolchhe na...or bor chhele keu pashe nei aaj...o shudhu eka ghore alo r ondhyokar dekhe....

amar chhotto boner bie, ekannyoborti poribarta abar kotadin hoihullore mete uthbe pujor porei...bidesh theke asbe amar dui bon...asbe bhai...dada...tobu didi takhon janbeo na or ojante amader chhotobon er bie te amra oke mone korchhi ro ektu beshi korei...didi r por amra tinbon ekjon o kulin bramhon er morjyada rakhini.....bhenge gurie diechhi oi ahonkar...haeto or jonnyoi amra perechhi....

amra j ja hote chechhi perechhi...chhottobonta sedin bolchhilo sei chheletar naam kortei koekbachhor ageo didi naki kirakom ekta hasi hesechhilo...chheleti ekhon modhyobayosko songsari...didi jane na....bachhor 15 er premtuku sambol kore didi chollyo asylum...r amra keu US keu UK ba keu ekhanei pachhonder jibone hantchhi....amar kole kete jaoa tibro smriti perie chhotto bonta ekta benaroshi pore mukut pore muthokore chaal chhure shoshurbari jabe....holud patar futo hoe jaoa smritite amar sharoter shyeola dhora baranda r ajker dinta baro bemanan hoe jabe jani....tobu oi halud...chandon... gae holud ...sindur... ulu'r arale oi purono didi r kather almari ta hatrale haeto ajo ami pete pari sei lukono lipstick er du ekta...aj seta churi kore nileo keu kasto pabe na....kintu tobu ami khunjboi...khunje pele neboi oi guptodhongulo....r jodi pari konodin,didir susthyo hoe jaoa ekta diner opekhyae thakbo r sedin or kan e kan e bolbo''didi tui j lipstickgulo lukie rekhechhili amar kachhe...dekh segulo ami khunje peyeii gechhi re...''

3 comments:

  1. Sotti, e jano rupkathar golpo. Apnar didi'r kono chobi dekhate paren ? Din na, didi'r sei biyer diner raj kanya'r besher ekta chobi.....

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  2. aki golpo na jibon darshon..? bhagoban onake dukhho bodh theke mukti diyechen....jar theke amader kono din mukti nei.........onake dekhar apekhhay roilam......bhagoban onake rokhha korun..

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  3. Haranor jontrona boro shanghatik..kintu nagaler modhye thhekeo chokher baire thhaka..dhhora chhowar baire thhaka se je aaro beshi koshter.. tai DIDI tomake bolchhi sobai mile prarthhona kori jaate amra jemon amader didi(tomake) ke khhuje peyechhi temon tumio tomar didi ke abar kachhe pao..

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