Sei j holud pakhi....

kolkatar rastae aajkal pujo pujo rodta othe onek derite.....mohaloya elei bujhi eii pujo ese gelo tobe.mon chole jae bohudur e bhai bon dada didi r kachhe....pujo bishesato mohaloya manei amar smritite didi...ekannyoborti poribarer baro meye....jethtuto bhabte onek samoy legechhilo....khub mone achhe mohaloya r bhor manei ektip vicks r ekchimte joan raat 3 te theke amar boraddyo chhilo....karon didi ichhe, khanikta julumo, thik 3te 55 e uthtei hobe...bas...r jai kothae...kakbhorer o age chokher pathae r chokher tolae vicks er jhanjhalo jalar sangei jiv e joaner jhal....biren bhodrer stotro shonar jonnyo ami ready.....r sei bhor perie bela egolei packet theke notun jamagulo barbar dekha....kichhu jama abar obikol ek amader dujoner....dorjir fite nie bari ese map die banano jamae konta sosti,konta soptomi thik korte rojii golmal hoe jeto....kintu mohaloya ese gele osab r bhaba na...bikel holei chhutichhuti mejaj e jethyar sange amar r didi r leela cinema e movie dekhte jaoa...jethyar oituku proshroy na pele haeto adorer smriti ta ektu fike hoeii jeto...erpor lipstick kine deoa...sab abdarer oi thanda mathar lokti chollo amar r didi r hat dhore barir dike.....eriimodhye meyeputul chhele putul nie tumul jhagra kimba dui ghore dorjae kulup ente bose thaka, r majhe majhe dorja khule dujoner putul songsarer nischit bhag jene bibahobichheder dukhi putul r tar songsarer jinis gune gethe bujhe nite hoto....oi dorja khullei bujhtam amar bhager jinis elo amar dorjar tolae r oi dorja bandho holei segulo kurie oi dorjae ferot debar pala....eii cholto rojdin...kintu jhagra adalot obdhi jaeni ...porerdin putul meye abar shoshurbari chole gechhe soddyobhab haoa didir aposer buro angul e angul lagie ''bhab'' bole matha nartei.....pujo asto amader baranda jure...chhad jure....r parajure....r saptomi kimba astomite mamabari asar samoy gola jorie....

amar didi....prae danakata porir moto sundor...majhe majhe chhotobelae cheii dekhtam shudhu...or sei putuler luchi bela kimba baroma ba maer shari pore amar opor didimonigiri folano...school e gie amar swaghosito obhibhabok...V V Giri mara gele hotath chhutir moja peye amae chokh rangani..''khabordar bari gie keno chhuti jigges korle kono kotha bolbi na...ja bolar amii bolbo....'' r sei moto bari astei didi kichhu na jigges kortei chitkar kore bole fello'' jano aaj birbahu mara gechhe bole amader chhuti''...age bolar utsahe puro naam bemalum bhule jaoa...amar didir lukie rakha lipstick guloe chhilo amar jato lobh....emni korei didi baro class theke ro baro r ami chhoto theke majhari class perolam...mohaloyar joan vicks system bodlalo ektu ektu kore.....

ekdin didi baroiii hoe gelo....ekta chheler sange lukie dekha....dibbi khe chup kore didi ja bole shune nitam.....kulin bramhon poribare tobu eii nichu jater prem dhaka roilo na....jene na bolar obijog e dosi ami ma r kakimar bokuni khe didi r sab lukono barobela faans kore dilam....ajo khoma chaini or kachhe r ekhon o r esab chaibar sujog dae na....erporii kulin bramhon poribarer tibro daebaddhyota mene nacchorbanda bie hoe gelo didir...first division e pass kora didi r sei chhottobelar didimoni saja swapno ta sotti holo na....rongin benaroshite ki sundor lagchhilo sedin amar didi k ....jamai dekhte hurohuri...shankh r sanai er medur sondhyae didi chole gelo....ektibaro haslo na....kandlou na....pichhone chhure die mutho chaale or ki ki rin sodh holo janina ami onek pore bujhlam amar rin ta baddo bere gechhilo sediniii...

amar didi....lipstick lagate sabche bhalobasto....r konodin kono lipstick se lagaeni jatne...ami jani...didi....ekdino tobu bhullo na chhottobelar sei prothom prem....tai bramhonottyo banchlo bote banchlo na amar sei didi....kromosho palte gelo didi...chupchap...ro chupchap tarpor unmad....ajo bhabi konodino ki r ekti bar chinte parbe didi amake....??khub ichhe kore asylum er dorja perie or haatduto dhori....katodin kajer r baro hobar doure swarthopor chut marte marte or kachhei jaeni,....shunechhi o chenchhachhe...kakhono kichhui bolchhe na...or bor chhele keu pashe nei aaj...o shudhu eka ghore alo r ondhyokar dekhe....

amar chhotto boner bie, ekannyoborti poribarta abar kotadin hoihullore mete uthbe pujor porei...bidesh theke asbe amar dui bon...asbe bhai...dada...tobu didi takhon janbeo na or ojante amader chhotobon er bie te amra oke mone korchhi ro ektu beshi korei...didi r por amra tinbon ekjon o kulin bramhon er morjyada rakhini.....bhenge gurie diechhi oi ahonkar...haeto or jonnyoi amra perechhi....

amra j ja hote chechhi perechhi...chhottobonta sedin bolchhilo sei chheletar naam kortei koekbachhor ageo didi naki kirakom ekta hasi hesechhilo...chheleti ekhon modhyobayosko songsari...didi jane na....bachhor 15 er premtuku sambol kore didi chollyo asylum...r amra keu US keu UK ba keu ekhanei pachhonder jibone hantchhi....amar kole kete jaoa tibro smriti perie chhotto bonta ekta benaroshi pore mukut pore muthokore chaal chhure shoshurbari jabe....holud patar futo hoe jaoa smritite amar sharoter shyeola dhora baranda r ajker dinta baro bemanan hoe jabe jani....tobu oi halud...chandon... gae holud ...sindur... ulu'r arale oi purono didi r kather almari ta hatrale haeto ajo ami pete pari sei lukono lipstick er du ekta...aj seta churi kore nileo keu kasto pabe na....kintu tobu ami khunjboi...khunje pele neboi oi guptodhongulo....r jodi pari konodin,didir susthyo hoe jaoa ekta diner opekhyae thakbo r sedin or kan e kan e bolbo''didi tui j lipstickgulo lukie rekhechhili amar kachhe...dekh segulo ami khunje peyeii gechhi re...''

Kotha chhilo sab sobuj shukie shukie jabar age ami debo amriter sondhan.....

Mukherjee barir dalan jure ekhon bastota...ghor dore ek coat kore rong korie nebar bastota shes hotei dalan jure utsab er rong chhorie porchhe...baroginnir akheyep tobu majhe majhei shona jae ''sabii beniyom...kala purut er samoy cholto na esab...'' pan theke chun khoslei rege agun hoten tini.....mukherjee barir dordalan perolei kala puruter dapot ese achhre porto amader dor dalane....khub rege jetam ami r bhai....kintu moja chhilo ekta...kagoj er chonga kore or kan er kachhe chitkar korar...pujo shese niyom er pronam,bhokti chhilo emon bhul konodinii hoeni....duti kola duti sandesh r ekmutho fal ekti notun kapor r 51 taka bas....mon die bishuddhyo mote pujo r por etukui prapti....pa fata hawai chotir nirlobh burota more jabar bohudin por bujhechhi...jenechhi oi soda sattik jibon e konodin ekti poisao dhar korenni...chhelera baro hote tader abohela r jonnyo kono onujog korenni ....na khete paoa chidro haoa pokae kata jibon er samannyo sambol tobu die gechhen ekti onath ashrom e....baro hoe chhottobelar khelar math....rasta...chhoto mudi sitaram er dokan...prae athorbo tarinir dokan er ga ghose smritir pata ultole ki jeno kora hoeni bhablei oi kala purohit k ekta chhoto gorbito pronam er obhab ta mone ase....ebaro pujo e tai mukherjee barir dordalan e nischoi ekbar amar chokh oi buror obhab bujhte chaibe....

probir ta chupi chupi more gelo....ki odbhut...okeo konodin ekta thnx janaini or ojachito upokarer poreo....kemon jeno taken for granted chhilo....sunndor hater lekha....sostar rongchonge jama r otibo sostar jori deoa nagra juto....probir k khunje nite hoto na chief minister er pichhon e....otai sokh...bachhorer por bachhor dhore...shit e garom e borsae probir hazir writers building e thik 10ta 50 e....emonki pa bhenge hospital theke soja ekbar chole esechhilo writers e....chhotto note book bhora number nie probir writers er protita ghore chose berato....nirbibadi chheleta k dekhe khod mukkhyomontry najor korten...chakrir offer o diechhilen shona jae....asohae...protidin obhaber sange bemanan lorai koreo tobu sei chakri naeni probir...amra konodin jantei chaini probir k...athocho amader bango bidrup er ektao protibad koreni konodino...jontrona peyechhe haeto mone mone ...tobu chup kore hasimukhe nijer kaj kore gechhe...amader ahonkari chalchalon,press conference er por khabar packet theke nijer pachhondyosoi khabar tule onnyo k offer korar doinnyota e probir chhilo ekebare alada,oti jotne setike mure saradiner obhukto probir bou er jonnyo moharghyo nie jeto...dekhte pele salajjyo hese bolto ''o to konorakom chhatro porie ghorta chalie dae,ami to serakom kichhui korte parina...o khete bhalobase...''golata haeto ektu buje jeto or....kheyal korini....moneo haeni...baba r ador paeni,sot ma tarie diechhe..tobu barir paratuku ankre theke gelo shesdinta teo....pore jenechhi oi durbhaga probir k......or dead body r samne ese mala dite gie ektu khani theme gelen chief minister....onnyo ek montry chokher jol muchhechhen....sobar camera e thik sedinii chief minister er pichhon e probir chhilo na...katobar oke dhakka die sorie diechhi birokto hoe....aaj ami jontrona r aporadh nie or pranhin mukher dike takate parchhi na .....ektu ektu kore fule fule sajano probir chole jachhe amader samne theke...haeto smriti thekeo.....pash theke shudhu shunte pelum bachhor 38 er chheleta 12/13 bachhor age dehodan er ongikaro kore gechhe...otoeb probir cholle gelo SSKM er thanda gabesonagare.....haeto kono mahot baktir kotha likhchhi na....tobu amader swarthyopor protidin er pash katie benche thakar rojnamchae probirder r dekha jae na....writers er lomba dordalaneo rod porechhe...kodin porii pujo...chhutir chhonya lagbe eii press corner eo....chhutir shese sostar rongin jama r jorir nagra pore tobu dariwala sei chheleta r haat barie bolbei na shubho bijoya.....

Bhese jae adorer nouka....amader ghum bhange...

ajhor bristi te aj alos dupur katachhi bari bose......janla khultei barandae dekhi amar ajotner gachh ta fonfonie bere uthechhe...etodin kheyalii korini....baro baro buro patar majhe soddyojato kochi patar ki nipun mathachara debar bhongi....esab obak hoe dekhar obhyes amar thaka uchit noe...kintu alos dupur majhe majhe kalponae ichhedanader chhorie dae....amaro aaj sei dosha....
chhotobelae maer gaer gondhyo r matir sonda gandho dutokei khub tibro bhabe bujhte partam...bhorer rod chorchor kore barlei ma er snan kora bhije mukher chumu ro alissii barie dito....r bristi porlei ma bolto jao amar gachhgulo bhijchhe oder moto kore bhejo...matir gandhyo shonko...prothom bristi tai konodin miss korini....r miss korini kansar basonwalar sei henre golar daak...sur kore nakol kore daklei maer bokuni...dolchhut dupur milie jeto ek nimeshe...aj tar kono chinho nei...majhe majhe oiirakom dupurgulo ele monta chhute chole jae oii sei chhottobelar chhad r janlar gorad e...chotpot ma k ph kori...''ma ekhono ki kansar basonwala r haank shona jae..?''uttorta jani...jae na...shona jae na....goli perie rasta,r kichhudur chollei amar school. bhije kada makha juto pora meyeder bhire cholchhe.. kothae amar school bela....sei current noon jiv e die ek chokh bandho kore du pa egotei maer samne dhora pora...haat jhere felar poreo koekta lege thaka danae nisidhyo jiv chole jeto....
ektu baro hotei abar chheleder school r meyeder school er churi kore chokhachukhi haoa prothom swaroswati pujo...kimba kan e kan e romanchokor balokhillyer prothom koishorer tan...school perie college r tarpor oii amar barandar fonfonie bere otha gachhtar moto berei otha....jhore pora holud patae mure amar tape frock er bristi bheja dupur ....duto binunir kajol chokher school ferta bikel r prothom prem er sei purustir soru benke jaoa golir mukh e atka pora lojjyae kenpe otha 19/20 r joubon fele elam,sei r konodin fera jabe na emon ondhyo goli...premen mittirer sei telenapota abiskarer moto...ghum bhenge uthe ja r smritir ghoreo haeto aste chaibe na....ki sei rasta ?kondik dieii ba gelam?...sekhane j manusti darie chhilo seki bolechhilo? ''asbo, fire asbo...'' bole r fire jaini....jabar upae chhilo na....
aaenae darie aaj khub khunje ontoto duto chule sada rong dekhechhi....dekhechhi chokher niche kichhu klanti lege achhe...barandae berie sei fonfon kore otha gachher patae haat die dekhechhi ajo sei chhelebela r motoi sobuj r notun....matir sonda gandhyou alpo alpo paoa jae...shudhu sei chhottobelar dolchhut dupur...emon kono hotath chhuti paoa dupure moner modhye pak kheyeii kothae jeno harie jae.....ami maer mukhe shune sei poddyo chhora r fill n d blanks korte gieo barbar bhul kori....kintu maer bokuni khub kan peteo shunte pai na...telenapota abiskar koreo oi dupurer ghumchut mon e amar sob smriti sottya lop pae....